I can't tell you why but the last few months (a year?) I've just felt adrift. Its like something is missing in my life but I can't put my finger on it. I haven't really sat and knit, written, blogged or scrapbooked in a long time because none of it really inspires me. I don't even enjoy tv or movies anymore. They all just feel like the same ol' thing.
For a while I thought it was a baby, but I don't think that's it.
Then I thought I wanted to move to Israel and, while I do want to, that's not the craving I'm feeling.
When I try to describe it, I can't.
I need to create? No. I do create and enjoy it. I'd like more time with it, but that's not the missing piece.
I want to have fun? I do have fun and laugh all of the time.
The closest I can come to defining this is that I want an adventure. What kind? No clue. Nothing sounds so tempting that I need it.
Pretty much, I need to figure out a way to become and inspired ima again.